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9.2.11
hello! :) blog updates will be coming soon so i can help jess see what she's missing over here in australia. hope hk is amazingly..amazing! miss you heaps, x.oh and jess, we have around 5 new asians in our grade! can't wait for you to meet them. so today, we had some leadership thing come and it was really bludgy. no classes, mufti and dancing, yay :) but it sprinkled a little bit when i had tennis ==  thankyou so much steph cheung for the hoodie! i love the smell of the perfume they spray on it, so nice :) i always wear it and dance around in it, hehe yeah. not to mention, stephli's birthday is tomorrow! hope everything goes well, considering i prepared everything around 2 days before. and as usual, ruth sanger is tomorrow night on her birthday :( poor her, but she'll be getting heaps of awards, so that's ok! 10.11.10
10.11.10
i love how we are so fated i love how we agree on so much stuff i love how we are totally on the same page i love how we always have the same feeling i love how we always have the same weird pet hates i love how we understand each other so well i love how when there's a problem, you know exactly what it is i love how we are such good friends :) AP Labels: friends Bianca's self evaluation :)
10.8.10
 Let's start off with a description of how people view me:
These are actually a few points that I have noticed. With the description of myself in mind, during the past few weeks, I have noticed nothing, but then, one day, I was brought to the attention of something which I had not seen. AGC may have several 'groups' as everyone obviously can make out. Many people have problems and I finally know what they are about. In my opinion, I think that AGC does not have many 'groups'. I would just call them 'splits'. Using the word 'group' would just totally scrap the meaning of AGC - as G stands for group (note that it is singular). One lunchtime, I was sitting with a few people and then they told me. I know I probably have been away and not with the majority of the group and I am very sorry. I will try to change my position in the group slightly (although many say it is the same, this was only brought to my attention last Monday). I will try to interact with more of the AGC because I know, that for a fact, many people have problems with us, as a whole. WELL, now, another thing. In the beginning of this year, I wrote a blog post, saying that I was not going to be..a pushover. However, many people still say I am a very BIG pushover and that I have problems with having 'no' as an answer. SO, I will try my best to stand up :) Also, many people say I have a problem with expressing myself as well, but don't worry, I'll try my hardest to because there have been at least 3 people who have said that, but it's ok :) ♥
5.8.10
 Well, I would like to start off by saying THANK YOU SO MUCH to all those who have joined recently: Jessica and Carol :) Thank you guys for reading my blog and taking the time to probably look in your inbox for another notification from Bianca's Blog. This also goes for the rest of my followers!Now, time to blog. Today, I was talking and walking with one of my special friends and we started talking about maturity and how we are going to live life in the future. Sometimes when I think about it, some of my friends are immature, but I don't expect them to be mature since we're still considered children - many will disagree as there are different definitions for children, for those who do elective history :) WELL, sometimes, everyone can be both immature and mature at different times, but do you think it's time when we think about being a bit more mature? Some of my friends 'bludge' but this was because there was something really BORING going on. However, if they do that in life, isn't that just wrong? I just hope that they will understand that some things, you can escape and have to try and endure until the end. And now, AGC time. A lot of AGC have written about stuff they like about someone else so let me write some stuff for everyone as well - in alphabetical order in case people feel sad for the order :) Alex: I like how you always express your opinions and you are so strong. Your personality is so striking and I always look up to you. Whenever I'm in trouble, you're always there to ask me if I'm alright. I like how you are so organised and will help whoever is in need no matter what it is. I remember you when you were in Year 7 and you were a tiny little girl who always hung out with Ella. Alison: I like how you're so sweet and you're so smart. You have the same birthday as me and you still treat me so special. Whenever I see you, I always see you helping others with your cool academic skills and you always amaze me with your intelligence. I remember you a lot because of the wonderful time when I met you and when we found out we had the same birthday. Angel: I like you because I can always relate to you all the time. You are just like another me when it comes to different parts of me. You are so sensible and you always take care of people. I like how you are friends with everyone, and that's how I got to know more people through you. I remember your first day and I found out you were my locker buddy. Ashleigh: I like you because although I always say weird things, you'll always give me funny look. I like how you can always tolerate me and that I have gotten to know you a lot better this year. I like how you humour me all the time and I ADMIRE your fashion sense. I remember how at music camp, you would always come to our room and I laugh at all your jokes..and call you a 'future comedian'. Carol: I like how we're alike in many ways and that you always back me up no matter what. I like how we became really good friends since year 7 and I like how I know a lot about you, since I don't know much about heaps of people as well. I also like how when we met after coming to Abbotsleigh, we sat next to each other in art all the time and had fun there. I remember when it was the first day of school and I thought the person sitting in front of me looked like a girl who went to me art class. Charlotte: I like how you're so cute and funny. I like how when I first met you, you seemed so shy and you've opened up quite a lot. You have such a cool personality and you always talk to me. You always accompany no matter what and I like how you are into drama like me. I like how I'm in quite a few of your classes. I remember the first day of term 2 when I saw on the whiteboard: "Please welcome Charlotte Wang to Year 9", I was like, ANOTHER ASIAN GIRL! and that's when I saw you in the lockeroom and acted so scary to you. Jessica: I like how you are so talented. You always say you fail, but I know you don't. You always talk to me and hug me everyday. I like how you make beautiful things from just pieces of paper. I like how you are smart and so thoughtful when it comes to little things. I like your sweetness and how you are so pretty, sporty, tall and really skinny. I remember at our first tutor time, I saw you sitting with Sonia - I think, and then when the whole AGC came together, I got to know you a lot more. Lily: I like how we have known each other for so long. I like your happiness and bubbliness. You are so talented at everything and I envy you. You always make me laugh and make me smile. I like how you always care for everyone and you always make time for everyone. You always say hi to everyone and amaze me with how you can be so happy all the time. I admire how you are like..the whole package. I remember when we were tiny little kiddies, we went on tv to do some poem thingo about 'baobao'. Natalie: I like how you are so cool with everything. You are so organised and whenever I need help, I can always ask you. You are so sweet and helpful. I like how you always acknowledge everyone's presence and that you always smile. You always do whatever you can to help and you are just so sweet sometimes. I remember when we had to go to the New Gym on our first day and line up in birthday order. Just before that, you said 'Hi, I'm Natalie.' and that's when I asked if you were Natalie Wu because my mum and your mum go back a long time ago. Philippa: I like how you are just yourself. You have your own style and you always have this personality which I really admire. I like how you are so intelligent and you are so good at everything. I like how whenever I'm in your group, I feel really happy that you include me and that you always help out. I am so proud that you are part of the trio and that I admire your skills to have everything in your life. I remember when it was an afternoon tea and Ms Loch told us to find out who lived the closest to each other, and you went to me straight away and said, 'You live in Carlingford and I live in Eastwood so we live near each other' and obviously we did :) Sarah: I like how you are so goofy and that you'll always hug (or touch) me all the time. You always act so funny and make my day. You are so sweet and your personality is so unique. I like how you express your feelings a lot and that's when I know if you're happy or not. I like how we are so connected with so many friends in between us. I like how we got into Girraween but we came to Abbotsleigh instead with Wendy and Carol. I remember how I got to know you through Wendy and Lily and Butterfly Camp and I remember your Eeyore shirt. Sonia: I like how you are so sweet and that your personality always makes me really happy. You always talk to me and and make me feel like I am a really great person. I like how you are friends with everyone and how you are wonderful and help out others. I like how we are in the same science class - for 3 years, and how although one thing makes me sad, you always cheer me up. I remember at Butterfly camp how it was breakfast and I sat near you and I wanted to be friends with you. Stephanie.C: I like your humour and how you are so funny. You always make me smile and you always do funny things to amuse me. I like how when I'm with you, we have heaps of fun, even if it is to do with work. I like the stories which are told about you in kindy but now you've turned into this amazing, tall, skinny Stephanie. I like how you make me laugh every time I'm with you. I remember how you used to be in your own group with Tiffany and Ashleigh but then, it kind of merged with us and now, we're AGC. Stephanie.L: I like how we've known each other forever. I like how you know heaps of stuff about me, which some I don't even know. I like how you are so smart and that whenever I need help with little things, you'll help me no matter what. I like how you tolerate me even though I annoy you all the time. I like how I know heaps of stuff about you as well. I remember when we were in the car going to Swot Shop and your mum would always pack us food and then, you would tell me lots of stories about North Rocks. Tiffany: I like how you are so sweet and how you find everything so happy. You are so skinny and tall and I admire your coolness. I like how you always think of people as well as yourself and you try to make people happy. I like how you look amazing when you do everything. There is not one time when I don't admire how awesome Tiffany is and how she can be herself. I remember how I didn't know you at all, but when AGC united, we just became super cool friends. Wendy: I like your own style and I like how we have heaps in common. I like your personality because you have a really strong personality and that's why I admire that. I like how we like drama together and how we were fated. I like how a wonderful person could be friends with me and I think you are really talented at art. I like how you see everything in a realistic way. I remember when we were on the bus trip to camp, I found out you know heaps of people I know. Well, I'm finished :) There are heaps of people in the AGC! Now, I have to get back to my history and english! x. Labels: friends Recently..
30.7.10
 I am so sorry for not blogging much, but sometimes, I just don't know what to talk about. However, today, I thought about some incidents which have occurred recently. Sometimes, when we must split into groups, for example: camp, little groups to work in, or maybe even lunch groups, we seem to always want to be with our friends. This is not a problem, but there is just not much thought with it. You (just using 'you' to make it easier to say, and this is not directed at anyone) may be in your little world and it may be a HUGE relief when you find out that you are in the same group as your friends, but have you thought about the people around you, when they aren't in your group? There is always another problem. Sometimes, when someone announces we have to be in groups, there is always a few thought which pop up into our minds. These is always this generalisation with the thoughts of who is going to be in a group. I don't mind when it just comes for little things, but when it happens over and over again, don't you think the person left out is sick of it? People just have to be a little more considerate, and I know there have been problems when you read blogs and say, "Oh, this person is telling us to be considerate and she's not." Don't worry, I'm trying my best to try and be aware of my surroundings a bit more and I'm trying to be nicer. Moving on. Sometimes, I just can't wait to Year 12, because I think that Year 12 is a year where everything comes out. Many of you disagree and think that this is wrong because there is no way, all the bad things will come out. Firstly, I would like to say, I may not be the happy and clueless person you think I am. You may think, I mostly make jokes; I am a dumb person; I only care about little things and not big things. Yes, these may look like they are true and probably are, but there's more. Sometimes, little incidents, to me, are like unforgettable memories. Let me recap one day: It was a normal day at school and luckily, it was someone's birthday. However, I was supposed to do something with the entire group, but I had plans of my own. These plans probably weren't special to anyone, but I thought it might be for the birthday girl. I was extremely sorry on that day that I had not participated for the group organisation thing that was supposed to happen, but I was hurt to hear the words, "Yeah, it's like you paid any money for it..". On that day, it was the first time I had ever cried at school. You see, little incidents which aren't important to anyone, can stay in my memory. Right now, nobody can let anything slip out, in case a friendship is destroyed, so I got thinking, what if it slipped out in Year 12? We're already going to uni and might not see each other again, so what if our friendship never lasts? I seem very unconcerned about my friendships just then, but it just feels normal for me. Leaving Year 6 and going into high school. Now, all my primary school friends and I never even talk to each other on msn. Hmm, we'll just see when it's time to let all our feelings out. Lastly, I never really noticed it, but then, I really want to thank these people for the happy feelings I always get when I see them. On the dashboard, you can see how many followers you have, and I always see a number: 3 (I know, it's not much). SO, I would like to thank Natalie Wu, Lily Chan and Natalie Ho for always listening to me ramble on about boring problems and stuff. And thank you for following my blog :) Labels: friends, life, problems Problems.
16.7.10
During these, we have had a lot of fun. but to a few other people, it wasn't fun. I feel bad for anyone who has ever been excluded in my presence. (..don't think it makes sense) HOWEVER, I will try my best, whenever out, to acknowledge the wonderfulness and loveliness of YOUR presence.  I know it is not my place to talk about these stuff, but this time, I don't care. On Philippa's topic, I would like to elaborate on some very important points. For those, who have gone to a public school in their..younger years have had experience, but unfortunately, for those who have stayed at Abbotsleigh for all those excruciating years, you have never experienced this. Kindy: Nothing really happens, you're friends with everyone. No one cares if you play with boys because we think we're the same sex and it doesn't matter. Year 1: The same as kindy but, just harder homework. Year 2: You may start to like someone or find someone like a prince. Year 3: Drama starts and that's when you find little girls having boyfriends. Year 4: Love notes are passed around and crushes are starting to happen. Year 5: Nearly the end of primary and you want to hang out a lot more with guys. Year 6: When you think you are popular and talking to guys is the coolest thing to do. Now, this may not happen to everyone, but to most people, that's how it is. Probably, my hormonal stage has already passed a bit because of the experience with guys in my primary school. I won't name anyone but we know what it feels like to have guys around, and we're fine with it. We have already been familiarised with the feeling of guys around. We just don't want anyone to come to their hormonal stage acting like a 4 year old. Just be calm. In life, boys aren't everything. They aren't the coolest things that landed on Earth and obsessing over them, is not how anyone should be. It is alright to probably obsess over your role model or a little crush on someone, but this doesn't have to affect everyone around you. To guys, it is 'BROS OVER HOES'. I'm not sure if anyone has heard of that saying, but eventually, you're the problem. I'm not saying that guys don't mean anything, but just don't take it too seriously. Sometimes, it's better to back off so people around you won't have 'thoughts' about it. Another topic I would like to go over, is beauty. You may think that beauty is only what's on the outside, but it isn't. If a guy thinks you're ugly, don't worry, just come to me and I'll help you punch them. That's not the way to think about a person. No one is born beautiful or ugly, when they develop, that's when we know if they are beautiful or ugly. I used to think that I always wanted to be someone beautiful like Miranda Kerr or Lindsay Price. On the outside, they may look stunning, but to capture someone else's heart, it is the beauty within them. Someone can be pretty, but they can be a bitch. Out of the entire AGC, I don't care if you are an alien, a robot pretending to be you or some gross animal in the form of a human, I will still be friends with you, because it is your beauty within which has gotten to me and that's why I want to be friends with you. If this blog post hurt you in any way, I am very sorry but this may not be intended for you. I just want to make people feel that guys are not everything and that beauty does not matter, but the beauty within does. Labels: beauty, boys, friends, life, love take me with you..
17.5.10
 wherever you go, i'll go.if you leave, i'll leave. if you don't want me to, i'll continue to follow. no matter what, i'm there for you. if you are sad, i'll be sad. if you are happy, i'm happy. whatever the problem is, i'll try my best to help. no matter what, i'm there for you. if you hate me, i will continue loving you. if you stop contact with me, i will try to always contact you. if you are alone, i will be alone with you. no matter what, i'm there for you. if you get hurt, i'm hurt. if you want revenge, i'll help take revenge. if you get blamed on, i'll take the blame for you. no matter what, i'm there for you. Labels: friends mystery mystery..
19.3.10
hmm.sometimes, there are things that are going around but you don't know. they are about you, wouldn't you be hurt? is it your fault? did someone tell you your mistakes? well. this happens all the time and it always end badly at the end.. hmm. oh wells. just let it keep going.. another thing.. i don't know but i don't think that your bitchiness is because of me. its so not my fault that you can always go around and act happy around me.. but in fact, its just a sign of loneliness. && to answer everyone's questions, NO ONE knows this person (: but don't worry, nothing makes me notice you, because you only make it worse. your fitting in is the worse because it does not DEFINE who you are so stop trying to act like me. not to mention, it is NOT good to gossip and tell all your friends your little story about how i made you like you are now, because your pitiful face is not worth sympathising for and you yourself is just taking up space in my life. its not my fault that my friends treasure me more because its not my fault you reject it. sometimes i try to be nice, but i'm sorry you don't accept it. it's probably just useless trying to be friends with you anyways. some people are just so not worth my time.. ANYWAYS (: holidays are coming up after 8 more school days..which one of the we have the big sister little sister bush dance, history oral presentation, aus geo assignment due, jap test and lots of other stuff..== but the easter show is coming up too.. i don't really like it because it stinks and..there's nothing much to it :( && change of topic again.. you guys are probably a match made by heaven (i think that's how it's supposed to be) but then, do you think it will last? how about the people around you, won't they be jealous? why can't all our love relationships be like the ones in drama.. why is it whenever i listen to a song, it reminds me of you but it was so long ago.. i'm always longing for such a wonderful relationship like the ones in the drama.. but that will probably have to wait :( LOLS guys. i'm sorry this post is a bit mean but it just happens to be this way. && this person is going to be kept anonymous because i'm scared of hurting this person. usually i'm not mean so please, don't take this to heart because i have many friends and you aren't the person (: |
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