During these, we have had a lot of fun.

but to a few other people, it wasn't fun.

I feel bad for anyone who has ever been excluded in my presence. (..don't think it makes sense)
HOWEVER, I will try my best, whenever out, to acknowledge the wonderfulness and loveliness of YOUR presence.

I know it is not my place to talk about these stuff, but this time, I don't care.

On Philippa's topic, I would like to elaborate on some very important points.
For those, who have gone to a public school in their..younger years have had experience, but unfortunately, for those who have stayed at Abbotsleigh for all those excruciating years, you have never experienced this.

Kindy: Nothing really happens, you're friends with everyone. No one cares if you play with boys because we think we're the same sex and it doesn't matter.
Year 1: The same as kindy but, just harder homework.
Year 2: You may start to like someone or find someone like a prince.
Year 3: Drama starts and that's when you find little girls having boyfriends.
Year 4: Love notes are passed around and crushes are starting to happen.
Year 5: Nearly the end of primary and you want to hang out a lot more with guys.
Year 6: When you think you are popular and talking to guys is the coolest thing to do.

Now, this may not happen to everyone, but to most people, that's how it is. Probably, my hormonal stage has already passed a bit because of the experience with guys in my primary school. I won't name anyone but we know what it feels like to have guys around, and we're fine with it. We have already been familiarised with the feeling of guys around. We just don't want anyone to come to their hormonal stage acting like a 4 year old. Just be calm.

In life, boys aren't everything. They aren't the coolest things that landed on Earth and obsessing over them, is not how anyone should be. It is alright to probably obsess over your role model or a little crush on someone, but this doesn't have to affect everyone around you. To guys, it is 'BROS OVER HOES'. I'm not sure if anyone has heard of that saying, but eventually, you're the problem.

I'm not saying that guys don't mean anything, but just don't take it too seriously. Sometimes, it's better to back off so people around you won't have 'thoughts' about it.

Another topic I would like to go over, is beauty. You may think that beauty is only what's on the outside, but it isn't. If a guy thinks you're ugly, don't worry, just come to me and I'll help you punch them. That's not the way to think about a person. No one is born beautiful or ugly, when they develop, that's when we know if they are beautiful or ugly.

I used to think that I always wanted to be someone beautiful like Miranda Kerr or Lindsay Price. On the outside, they may look stunning, but to capture someone else's heart, it is the beauty within them. Someone can be pretty, but they can be a bitch. Out of the entire AGC, I don't care if you are an alien, a robot pretending to be you or some gross animal in the form of a human, I will still be friends with you, because it is your beauty within which has gotten to me and that's why I want to be friends with you.

If this blog post hurt you in any way, I am very sorry but this may not be intended for you. I just want to make people feel that guys are not everything and that beauty does not matter, but the beauty within does.

Now, all I have to do is just wait until it is right, then try my hardest. If my hardest isn't enough for you, then I'll let everything go and just continue being friends.

It doesn't matter, because I know that there will be another chance that we'll be able to see each other. If only that moment could come a bit quicker, then I wouldn't always have to look back on our memories just to have the feeling of happiness. Although I do that, it doesn't bring the same feeling as when I'm next to you.

One touch from you could mean a whole week of happiness. Just having the feeling of you, makes me so happy. If only you knew my feelings..then it wouldn't be as hard. Now, all I have to wait is until the next holidays to see you again. Let's just hope that it passes quickly..