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missing him.
31.5.10
It was the day for her to face him. She had been prepared for so long to let him go and try to be a normal person around him; everything was supposed to be alright. Before she went to meet him, she was to go somewhere else, so she missed out being to see him first. After she finished running errands, she was ready to go see him, but she was sad when she entered the room.He was no where to be seen. She couldn't go with her plans anymore. She wondered where he was and whether he was avoiding her or not. This couldn't be it because she told no one that she liked this guy so he obviously didn't know. Was it that he had something else to do on the day?Was it because he had something important and didn't show up?
This week was a disaster, but it was alright because there is going to be a special occasion in a few weeks. His family and her family are going to be having dinner because his family had some good news. She was excited and thrilled to now have the opportunity to see him even more, but she already knows it has to stop. They were never meant to be. Even so, she thinks about him everyday and every time her friends bring up 'guy problems'. As soon as she thinks of something wonderful, it is always about the guy. If only they were meant to be..  Her friends seemed to have it all. They had the looks, the guys were chasing them and their life was simply perfect. Although, in life, nothing can be perfect, there is always a bit of the girl which makes her think that although her friends aren't perfect, they are closer to perfect than she was. That, was her definition of perfect. If they were more perfect than she was, she would consider them as perfect. Sometimes, her friends get whatever they want, but the girl just doesn't seem to get it. Was it because of her bad luck or was she just fated to be the one who doesn't get anything?She was jealous of her friends for having everything but she has never talked about; not even to anyone. Sometimes, they would talk so much about their boyfriends that she would get really annoyed about it. If only she could be like them and have a boyfriend. Nowadays, her friends just don't seem to get the fact the guy she likes is supposed to be with a girl who is better than her in a million ways. |
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